Determined to go downstairs and tell my mum I found what I’m wanting for my birthday. I’m wondering how the conversation will play out. But imagine walking up in the morning of your birthday to find him downstairs holding your birthday cake. Man alive I think I’d scream until it was no longer humanly possible, then I think I’d faint. Come around, scream some more and then be like, “Hi I’m Kayleigh and your Josh!” laugh for about 5 minutes become normal and be like “take me on a date!”